Racing Thoughts(My blog)
こう思われてごもっともです。もう日本に住んでいない私は現在の日本のトレンドなどを知りません。それは認めます。でも、その反面、ここまで馬鹿正直に日本語で意図的に難しい話をする外国人もいないのではないかと思います。
一昨年、シアトルに引っ越して「あ〜、やっと辿り着いた」とすぐに泣き出した私。長年あちこちへの引っ越しが相次ぎ、マイホーム、ここが私の住まいと言うところがなく、落ち着かないまま必死に仕事に集中しました。
ZERO MOTIVATION
President Biden is hoping to send $1billion to Israel. If he wasn’t losing the election prior to this, he sure is now.
More time with the other guy. Trying to come up with a good code word to show the horrid little man I’m talking about. Give me some time; I’ll come up with a doozy.
Is it the impending shit-show that has me so down? I have no motivation to do anything. I don’t care anymore. I do, of course, but I don’t know what to do. Vote? Sure, but I no longer believe it matters. He’ll do a repeat of 2016 and claim it’s his genius mind that created the perfect strategy. I can’t stand him.
So, there you have it. Today’s not-quite-a-rant which doubles as my reason for getting nothing done.
UNSURE AND AFRAID
I don’t know where life is headed. Obviously. I used to be able to find excitement in what lies ahead. Today, I have dread. I’m afraid of what’s going to happen.
I’m not a timid person. For me to be this off my game is rare. Still, when I’m fearing the future and I have no idea what to do about it, I find myself fully ensconced in full-blown fear. A person who isn’t timid would figure out what to do. I can’t work it out.
A professional football player–a kicker–is allowed to get up and tell women graduating that their lives would be better served having babies and working at home. How a man who kicks a ball for a living comes up with such incredible horseshit, I don’t know.
As much as many women detest and resent the hell out of this kind of thinking, I no longer we will get rid of it during my lifetime.